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Not Again!

Posted by SubHeart on January 27, 2012 in Health, toys

Sorry I havent blogged this week. I had relapse with my tummy issues. The pain got really bad Tuesday evening. Spent Wednesday in bed and saw the Doctor on Thursday. He could see I was in pain and that my tummy was bloated. I look at least 4 months pregnant. He poked my belly and found every tender spot. Ouch. He asked many questions and finally decided that it might be my pancreas giving me all these problems. That possibly my pancreas isn’t producing enough enzymes to help me digest my food.

So for the next 30 days I have to take more pills. These are to help rebuild the enzymes in the pancreas. If I get better, then we know what the issues is, but if there is no change, then its back to see him and schedule a colonoscopy.

This has really been hard on our sex life. I get better for a week and then I’m back to being in pain the next week. It makes it hard to be sub. Hopefully, in a few days I’ll be feeling better and able to please Sir again.

On a happier note… New toys arrived! I want to play with them right now! lol But the one toy I need “help” from Sir to use it…hehehe. The other one is so awesome! Just wait! Also going to be doing a contest very soon.

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As You Can See

Posted by SubHeart on January 23, 2012 in D/s, Day to Day, Routine

My theme has changed one last time. I have finally found a theme I love. It’s simple and that is what I have been looking for. I’m just having a bit of an issue with my feed, but will have that fixed asap. Otherwise, I think everything else is working.

So, here we are. A new week. What should I do this week? Hmm… Now that I am feeling so much better, I really want to get back to doing everything I was doing 6 months ago. Can I just say that it’s not that easy to do. I have to start slow. Walking is the first step to getting in shape. Yoga is also something I am doing again. I do want to get back to doing zumba, but my body is too weak for that right now.

Sex. Sex is a good exercise. Hehe… Lots and lots of sex!

Back to sub mode again. Hopefully I can get there in the next few days. So hard to do when the mind is else where. I am trying to build a routine to help me submit. I’m back to writing in my journal every day. Any house work I do, gets done before noon. That way I have the afternoon to get my mind to where it needs to be when Sir gets home. I do my yoga while I watch Days of our Lives. Yes, it’s the only soapy I watch. I make sure to chat with friends that understand me and my live style. This is a very big part of keeping me submissive. I find that when I chat with vanilla friends, I loose my submissive side. I also surf porn and play with my toys.

So, better get to my routine. Sir gets home at 4:30pm I need to be wet and ready for him.

 

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Rainbow G-Edenfantasys.com-Review#12

Posted by SubHeart on January 19, 2012 in EdenFantasys, glass, Products, reviews

Follow the rainbow!

Love the colors. Love the bumps. Love the curve. Love to play with it. This is a fantastic glass dildo. The curve is great for hitting the g-spot. The bumps feel great when using it during anal play.I really noticed them compared to some of my other bumpy glass sex toys.
It’s about 7 inches long and 4 inches around. I do like bigger toys, but this is a good size for anal play. What else can I tell you? It’s pretty. It comes with a velvet pouch that isn’t padded. It’s a good price for a glass toy. So easy to use and quick clean up with soap and water or into the dishwasher they go. Plus you can use any type of lube with glass.
5 out of 5 hearts. No complaints from me!

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Snow!

Posted by SubHeart on January 18, 2012 in Day to Day

It’s been snowing and so cold here. Not to worry, I have been keeping warm. Fireplace is on and cuddling under blankets. Lots of TV time. It’s great to see the snow, but it’s not so great when I have to go out there with my dog. He doesn’t like it.
Not much to blog about this week. When its this cold I don’t really feel like doing much. Been surfing around porn sites. Playing with my new toy. Getting the review done. It will be up by Friday. Also working on my WordPress blog. Getting ready to move back to it. I think I will be moving back over the weekend.
Anyway, off to watch Bomb Girls. Not a bad show so far.

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Better

Posted by SubHeart on January 12, 2012 in Health

Today is the first day that I have felt “normal” in weeks. I know that sounds silly, but when you are really sick and its all over your body, you really notice it when you have a good day. I think having the sun shinning also helps. These grey days really make me feel blah. We do have snow on the way for Sunday, I hope. Sun or snow makes me feel so much better.
So what did I do today? well, I did a bit of toy testing that turned out to be a very good time…hehe. Surfed some porn. Cleaned up the house. Did yoga and now going to make a nice dinner for Sir and I.
Maybe he will want to use me later?

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Quick Update

Posted by SubHeart on January 10, 2012 in Day to Day

Still on the mend.
New toy arrived.
That is all.

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Happy Subbie!

Posted by SubHeart on January 7, 2012 in Health

Well, I saw the Doctor on Friday and we have figured it out! He thinks that I have a medication induced bowel blockage. It started from taking painkillers with codeine, last summer for my back pain. Also eating low-carb. Not getting enough fibre, my body wasn’t removing the waste fast enough.
So, now I have to stay away from the painkillers unless I really need them, but he said to take Senakot with them to make sure I don’t get backed up again. I start today with some pills that will clear the blockage.
I can not begin to tell you how happy I am that this wasn’t something worse. When you know that something is wrong inside your body but you can’t figure it out, its a bit terrifying.
The best news I have had in a long time. This pain has been there for 6 months! Anyways, just thought I would let you all know.
This also means I can finally get back to regular sex and get back to being sub 24/7.

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Slow Start

Posted by SubHeart on January 4, 2012 in Day to Day, Health

Not much happening this week. Got Christmas back into the storage area. Home is back to normal. I’m still in a lot of pain. Sir is back to his regular work schedule. TV shows are back and showing new episodes. So I guess everything is just…normal.

It’s just me that’s not normal. I’m seeing doctors this week. I just hope that they will be able to find out what the hell is wrong with me. I’m getting really tired of this. 
My sex drive is low, but it’s there. I am still getting wet and horny, so that is a good thing. I just need to keep it going so that Sir can use me when he needs. 
Well, I need to go get ready. Heading out to see the doctor. Well fill you in as soon as I know anything.
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Happy New Year! 2012

Posted by SubHeart on January 1, 2012 in Day to Day

I wish all of you a Happy New year. I hope that It will be the best one yet.
I have started to take down the decorations, but the tree is still standing. I will get it all done in the next couple days. There’s no rush. That’s one of my resolutions for this year. “No rush” “What’s the hurry?” Why get all crazy when there is no need for it. I have all the time in the world to get things done.
I don’t have a job. There are no kids at home. The cats are lazy and just want food and to have the litter box cleaned. The dog just needs to be taken outside a few times a day. I have the rest of the day to do what ever I want.
What the question is… what do I want to do? *sigh* I don’t know. Well, I sort of know. I actually want to do lots of things. I just never seem to get to do them. I plan to change that this year.
I made a promise to myself many years ago. That I would be in the best shape I could be by the time I turned 45. I am turning 45 this year. So far I have done most of what I had said I would do. I lost all the extra weight and have been working on getting my back better.I have gotten rid of a lot of emotional baggage.There is only one last thing I still need to do and that is to get stronger. Sounds simple enough, but it’s not. I have to exercise and I hate it. I’m not a walker. I like to walk when I have a destination or walking in a new city to look at the sites. But to just go walk my neighbourhood..boring!
I do enjoy yoga. Zumba is good too, but that means playing on the Wii, which I tend to get bored with too. I have always enjoyed lifting weights. Doing a workout that makes me feel like I am actually building muscle is what I like. Problem is, we don’t have the room or the money for a gym. So, what to do? I’m not sure. I guess I will have to figure out something.
Having said all that… I really can’t start to do any crazy workout until I find a new doctor that can help me figure out what is wrong with my tummy. The pills have stopped working and everything I eat or drink causes major pains through out my entire tummy and intestinal area. I’m hoping that it’s nothing serious, but I must admit that I am scared.
Tomorrow I will start the hunt for a Doctor that will actually do some tests and help figure out what is wrong with me.
So I am going to stay positive, try to be happy, hope for the best. And try my hardest to be a good sub for Sir.I have no other resolutions this year. This is all I can mange.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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2 Days Left

Posted by SubHeart on December 29, 2011 in Day to Day

I have been working on my old wordpress blog. Getting ready to move back there, maybe. There are a few things I need to decide on first.
Anyways, all the Christmas parties are done and New Years will be over in a couple days. I am looking forward to the start of the new year. I will be in full sub mode as of the first of the month. I want to earn back my collar which has been sitting in its pretty dish for the last 4 months. That’s right, I have been too sick to wear it. I did get to wear it to a Christmas party. Other than that I have just been wishing to wear it.
I wonder what 2012 will bring? I hope that it will be a better year. With less pain. More sex.

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