I don’t know when I will blog next. I need some time to deal with things happening in my life. Father in law is still in the hospital and it looks like he will be going in a home. That is kind of sorted out, but still a lot of legal stuff to do.
As for my cousin…*sigh*. He is in the hospital and he won’t be coming out. The cancer is moving faster than everyone thought it would. I don’t think he will make it to Christmas. The pain is bad all over his body. It’s such a big shock to all of us. I need to be with him as much as I can while he is still able to talk and knows that I am there.
If I’m not blogging then at least all of you know why and what is happening. I won’t be gone for long, just while all this is going on.
I know I haven’t blogged a while. Things have been a bit crazy. Running back and forth to the hospital. Making sure Dad gets everything he needs. Not easy on any of us right now. I am also losing my cousin. There is no hope left for him. Just making sure he doesn’t have much pain.
It’s just so hard to know that he will be gone soon. We grew up in the same neighborhood. Have learn many life lessons together. I had hoped that we would continue on that path. I’m just so sad.
Everything has changed so much. Our life is on hold. Helping with family comes first. I am sad for Sir. His father is slipping away. All I can do is be there for him. I’m having a hard time knowing what to do for him. And it doesn’t help that I havent been well the last week.
Well just thought I would update and let you all know that I am still here.
Well, you know the rest. Wow. More sad news. Now a best friend has cancer, and it doesn’t look too good. What’s next?? I’m just waiting for the flood.
I guess this is all part of life. Just that it all really sucks. I’m so sad today. I want to crawl back into bed and cry. I won’t do it. It won’t make a difference to anyone if I do. I will have a shower, get dressed and go on with my day. My friend will need me to be strong during this time. He called me last night and told me to make sure I do all the crying before we see each other. I told him I will make sure I have the water works turned off by the time I see him, but no guarantee, that I might spring a leak when we hug.
It’s my birthday this week. I think that I will keep it low-key. Pretty sure people are not into celebrating right now.
Things can change so quickly. Sir’s Dad is back in the hospital. He is not doing well. Stable but very confused and out of it most of the time. Sir has been at the hospital every day. It’s a stressful time. I wish there was more I could do to help. We are hoping that he pulls through and that he will be back to his usual silly happy self.
I guess our lives are on hold now while we deal with all of this.
Yes, I do believe so! Daddy fisted me when he got home. It was so good. I love it! Cant you hear me yelling it at you? I LOVE IT! hehehe. Hope there will be a fisting Tuesday. Or maybe I will get it every day this week. Oh man that would be so awesome!!!
I was over on pinkcherry checking out all the new toys when I came across a few new nipple toys. I like the nipple vises. They look like fun.
Or maybe you need these! Nipple Plungers! or this Boobie Beanie hahaha!
Whatever! I think they would all be fun to play with.