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Sunny Monday

It’s sunny today. Which always makes the day better. We had a pretty good weekend. Took Dad out for a few hours. He was happy to get out of the hospital. Went out for a few drinks on friday. Was nice to get out and relax. We don’t do much of that these days. Always on the go, busy busy busy.

I’m hoping that this week Sir and I can try to work in a bit of D/s. It’s hard to get back into it after being away from it for so long. Will see how it goes this evening.

What else is going on? Hmmm, not much. We are car shopping. I need a car. Hard to decide what to buy. Everyone ha an opinion about what the best car is. LOL no worries, we will figure it out.

Well, off to do my workout than to start with the Monday chores.

Have a great day!

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While I Wait.

Since Sir and I have been dealing with sick family members our D/s has been put to the side. So, I have taken up yoga again and trying to get some kind of workout in every day. I have energy that needs to be burned off. Been at it for the last 2 weeks and feeling a lot better. I forgot how good it feels to do yoga daily. Maybe, if I am feeling confident enough, I will join a gym this year. I am just so insecure about people looking at me. I don’t know why. I used to enjoy having people notice me. But now that I am getting older, not so much. I don’t think I am ugly. I’m not over weight or under weight. I know people stare at me when my tattoos show but that I am use to. And since I had the breast reduction, I really noticed that people don’t stare half as much as they use to. ( I had huge tits!) But I think its different in a gym. Or is that just me? Whatever, who cares! I need to get over my insecurities. LOL Moving on!



Not Sure…

Since I don’t have the time to blog, wait, I do have the time, I just don’t want to blog about the sad shit going on right now. So I am wondering, do I keep my blog? or just give up on it? I mean, my D/s life has changed, drastically. I guess its vanilla now. *big sigh*

I don’t see things changing any time soon. I wish they would but ….

I guess I’ll just wait and see how things go.


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2015 !!

Wow, where did this past year go?

Its been a long and painful year, but I got through it. I hope this year will be better. Tho, I know there will be some very sad times ahead for Sir’s family and for mine. Death is knocking at the door and it’s just a matter of when that door gets opened.

But let’s not dwell on that. It’s a new year! It’s going to be better. :)

So! Happy New Year!


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Christmas Time

Hey people…

Things haven’t changed much. Father in-law is still in the hospital with no improvements. Cousin is still there too. He is still eating so that’s good. But on lots of pain meds.

Sir and I are doing good. Our lives are a bit stressful but we are trying to be cheery with the Christmas season. We will be spending some of Christmas at the hospital and some with my family.

Well, I just wanted to wish you all a very Merry Christmas. Enjoy!


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Need Time

I don’t know when I will blog next. I need some time to deal with things happening in my life. Father in law is still in the hospital and it looks like he will be going in a home. That is kind of sorted out, but still a lot of legal stuff to do.

As for my cousin…*sigh*. He is in the hospital and he won’t be coming out. The cancer is moving faster than everyone thought it would. I don’t think he will make it to Christmas. The pain is bad all over his body. It’s such a big shock to all of us. I need to be with him as much as I can while he is still able to talk and knows that I am there.

If I’m not blogging then at least all of you know why and what is happening. I won’t be gone for long, just while all this is going on.

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Life Sucks

I know I haven’t blogged a while. Things have been a bit crazy. Running back and forth to the hospital. Making sure Dad gets everything he needs. Not easy on any of us right now. I am also losing my cousin. There is no hope left for him. Just making sure he doesn’t have much pain.

It’s just so hard to know that he will be gone soon. We grew up in the same neighborhood. Have learn many life lessons together. I had hoped that we would continue on that path. I’m just so sad.


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