Life is just a blur right now. Hoping that it will clear up soon.
My heart is broken. My life time friend is gone.
I’m still here and so is my cousin. He is suffering a lot but still not willing to let go of life.
I was thinking that I might just give up on my blog. But then I thought, why? I like having my blog. Sure I havent been blogging much lately, but there was a time when I blogged about everything I did. I think that I just need a big more time for my life to get back to normal, then I am going to revamp it. Maybe a new look? I dont know. I just know it needs something.
I will be spending the next little while at the hospital every day. Soon I will be saying good-bye to my dear friend.
I am at a crossroads. Not sure which way to travel. So many questions and no answers.
Well the car hunt is over! Woooohooo! We found me a car. So happy, I love it. That is one stress gone.
Dad has been moved to a care home. Where he will have 24 hour care. We dont have to worry so much anymore. I think he will do fine there. My cousin has gotten worse. Looks like he has about 3-4 weeks. He went down hill so fast the last 2 weeks. I’m trying to see him as much as I can. It’s hard to see him like this. Hunched over, not able to hold up the weight of his head. Nodding off every few minutes cause he is so heavily medicated. He is confused and restless. I dont think he is ready to go just yet. Hell, I’m not ready for him to go. I cant imagine my world without him. I am trying but we are so close its hard to say goodbye to someone you have known all your life.
ok, what else? Weather has been great. warm and sunny. LOL, talking weather to change the subject. Yeah it’s not working.
I hope everyone had a nice Valentine’s Day. Sir got me a box of yummy Belgian Chocolates and a beautiful purple orchid. We had a nice day together. Today it’s a lazy Sunday. Back to the routine on Monday. Hope this week will be a better one and I can finally find a car.
Car hunting! What a job. So many cars out there to look at and to try to pick a good one is not easy. Try to find a car that has low mileage and not too old but under 5000.00 Lots of junk out there and lots of scammers. Hopefully we will find a good car soon.
Anyways, what else is going on…hmmm… not much. Things with family are still the same. Sir is still juggling work, school and hospital visits. I’m doing my wifey duties and trying to be sub. Been looking for new crafting projects to keep me busy. Maybe start sewing again. Will see what I find to do.
So that’s it. My boring life at the moment. LOL